To pastitsio

To simerino mou post einai afierwmeno sto pastitsio mu.
Eftiaxa ena pastitsio, ola ta lefta.
Vevaia o kimas einai aparadektos alla ti na perimenei kaneis apo to asda.
Ponaei to stomahi mou re gamwto kai den boro na faw. kai to ehw ekei na me koitaei kai na me koitaei kai na me koitaei kai na me koitaei. Kai egw ponawwww apo tis polles pizzes pou efaga.
edaxi eipa psemmata. den tha pw mono gia to pastitsio.
einai paraskeui 8:10 to vrady kai variemai. eida ta persina themata exetasewn kai frikara. ama einai paromoia, tha apotyhw snif, klaps, lygm kai ta shetika. prepei na simazepsw epitelous kai to dwmatio mou. varethika na zw se ena ahouri, alla apo tin alli na mou peis ehw tosa pragmata pou den hwrane pouthena. ax ti wraia simera girise o diplanos mou. kai apofasise na katapiastei me tii musiki tu kai prokalei ihoripansi o ilithios. ta kaimena ta autia mou k to kefalaki mou. doup doup doup. ai re vrwmoaggloi.
koitaw to sex and the city shoebox me ena poly lagno vlemma. les na paratisw ta vivlia mou gia to sex and the city???
ax gee, skura ta pragmata.

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Captain America, I command you to WANK
(opoios den xerei ti simainei wank hanei to asteio tis ypothesis)

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Diavasa ena poly wraio comic. Legetai Maus. Apoteleitai apo dyo vivlia, an kai egw iha to "the complete maus" pou ta symperilamvanei kai ta dyo. Ehei na kanei me to olokautwma kai einai para poly endiaferon kathws einai alithini istoria. einai poly siginitiko kai ehei kerdisei kai pulitzer.

Auta loipon. Paw na sigirisw to dwmatio mou kai na dw singles. To diavasma anavaletai gia akomi mia fora.

Geia sou..

Wra: 22.16 Hmera: Deutera

Kalo mou blog,

prospathw apegnwsmena na syntonistw se enan elliniko radiofwniko stathmo etsi wste na ikanopoiisw tin buzuktsidiki pleura mou. dystyhws, den fainetai na ta katafernw kai poly kala. Em vevaia. I may be a victim of software counterfeiting kai pane blocked ola ta windows media player kai ta shetika. Fcuking Windows. Gia pote tha valw Ubuntu i Mac... A xehasa na anaferthw stin fwtografia. Einai mia selida pou iha scannarei palia apo ena galliko comic pou mou eihe daneisei kapote enas palios filos. Den xerw an tha fainontai oi dialogoi i an xereis gallika alla anyway egw tha to kanw upload. Winamp internet radio sucks. Olo kati cheesy musikes vazei kai den m aresei. Ax poly wraia, halase kai i lampa mou. Po po molis eipa cheesy musiki, evale sweet child of mine apo guns n roses. Ama einai etsi as paraponiemai pio sihna, mporei na mou kanei to hatiri o theos.

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She's got a smile that it seems to me


Reminds me of childhood memories


Where everything


Was as fresh as the bright blue sky


Now and then when I see her face


She takes me away to that special place


And if I'd stare too long I'd probably break down and cry


Oh, Oh,


Sweet child o' mine


Oh, Oh, Oh,


Sweet love of mine


She's got eyes of the bluest skies


As if they thought of rain I hate to look into those eyes


And see an ounce of pain


Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place


Where as a child I'd hide


And pray for the thunder


And the rain


To quietly pass me by


Oh, Oh


Sweet child o' mine


Oh, Oh, Oh


Sweet love of mine


Where do we go


Where do we go now


Where do we go


Sweet child o' mine

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Ti wraio tragoudi. Ti wraia musiki genikws. I rock einai kata tin apopsi mou to kalytero eidos musikis. Exei wraius stihus me noima, tus opoius otan akous se syndiasmo me ton iho tis kitharas kai twn drums kai tu bassou trelenesai. Loipon auta

Geia sou, geia sou, poios sou eklepse as xerame ti hara sou..

Gia toso mono..

05:26 i wra.

Agapito mou blog, den aisthanomai kai poly omorfa. Niwthw oti ehw apelpistei kai me ehei piasei kai i maniwdis apaisiodoxia mou. Einai ashimo na haneis kapoia atoma apo ti zwh sou. Poso mallon otan den to epilegeis kai to fernun etsi ta pragmata. Kai esy? Esy prospatheis na prosarmosteis. Dyskolo. Kamia fora xehniesai alla den einai pada toso eukolo. Prepei na asholeisai me kati 24/7 ama thes na niwtheis eleutheri kai mi desmia twn skepsewn pu se vasanizun. Alla yparhun stigmes, stigmes opws auti edw pu mporei ena poly mikro pragma na sta thymisei ola. Vasika oxi na sta thymisei. Giati den ta xehnas. Pada vriskontai ekei sto myalo sou. Aplws esy prospoiise oti den yparhun. Aplws sou thymizei oti prospatheis na to xehaseis alla den boreis. Ashimi skepsi. Kai meta arhizei o kataigismos. Padou anamniseis. Vomvardizetai to myalo sou apo eikones, lexeis, protaseis, peristatika, myrwdies, ihous. Kai esy den boreis na kaneis kati. Tipota. Efoson bikes sto tripaki prepei na taxidepseis. Na yposteis olo auto to psyhofthoro flashback. Na klapseis, na fwnaxeis, na ourliaxeis GIATI. Giati poly apla den ginetai alliws. Ashimi skepsi eh? O anthrwpos thelei na pistevei oti borei na kanei ta pada. Oti den yparhei kati to opoio na min borei na epiteuhthei. Oti den yparhei kapoios stohos, kapoia epithimia, kapoio thelw to opoio na min borei na ikanopiisei. Pistevume oti ola einai dynata. Alla den einai. Koita na deis pou oneira svinune. To monadiko pragma to opoio den mporei na mou sterisei kaneis einai to na oneireuomai. To ihe pei palia enas palios filos. Koita pou erhomai sta logia tou. To monadiko pragma to opoio den borie na mou sterisei kaneis einai to na oneireuomai. Ta oneira mou. Oi skepseis mou. Oi proswpikes mou skepseis. Pragmata dika m ou. Mono dika mou. Den ta gnwrizei kaneis. Kalytera. Etsi prepei. Etsi boro na oneireuomai hwris na me krinei kaneis gia ta oneira mou. Otan omws gkremizontai siga siga ena-ena? Otan vlepeis ti zwh sou na min pairnei tin tropi pu tha itheles? Otan eheis dei ola ta oneira sou na gkremizontai to ena meta to allo ti kaneis? Synehizeis na oneireuesai? Synehizeis na pisteueis sta oneira sou? I aplws ta egatalipeis kai baineis kai esy sto tripaki? Makari na iksera. Den einai wraio synaisthima to na xereis oti eheis apogoiteusei kapoion. Poso mallon otan exeis apogoiteusei ton idio sou ton eauto. Giati mono o eautos sou den dehetai dikaiologies. Giati xerei oti einai pseutikes. Den boreis na dikaiologitheis ston idio su ton euato. Oti kai na peis tha xereis oti einai ligo kai oti kata vathos i alitheia einai alli. Mporei kai pikri. Alla opws kai na ehei einai ashimo na zeis me autapates. Kai na petas sta synnefa pisteuontas kai zitontas apiasta pragmata. Kai i apotyhia? I apotyhia den dikaiologitai me tipota. Den mporeis aplws. Otidipote kai na peis stous allus ston idio sou ton euato den pianei. Makari na ihame tin eukairia na ehume dyo meres gia na kanume oti thelume. Dyo meres stis opoies tha ihame ti dynatotita na pragmatopiisume ola ta trela mas oneira. Opoia kai an einai auta. "Tha zisw eleuthero pouli, k oxi koroido sto klouvi". Auto to tragoudi thymamai haraktiristika pu to eiha akousei na to paizun sto ouzo melathron. Kai me ihe valei se skepseis. Me eihe kanei na petaxw gia ligo sto kosmo twn oneirwn. Ekei stin ouzeri. Mehri pou me epaneferan oi goneis mou legodas mou "Ade teleiwse epitelus to fagito sou. Tou hronu pu tha pas Agglia poios tha se taizei?". Xerw kai egw. Mallon kaneis. To fagito me marane. Alla provlimata den ehume. Akoma kai to na oneireuesai apagoreuetai. Gia auto tha ithela na petaxw stin oneirohwra. Gia ligo. Oxi gia poly. Etsi apla gia na parw dunameis. Na pistepsw oti ola einai efikta. Oti den prepei na aparnithw ta oneira mou. Isa-isa prepei na prospathisw gia na ta kanw pragmatikotita. Na ta zisw. Den zitaw kai polla. Dyo meres mono. Oxi parapanw.
Gia toso mono..

Cheers

wra: 20:29 imerominia: 22/03



simera einai 22 tou minos. wraia imerominia. wraios arithmos. opou kai na gyrisw ola einai 22. To 22 tou pistofidi, 22 wres mehri to deadline, 22 einai panw katw o mesos oros ilikias twn flatmate mou, 22 tha eimai otan tha teleiwsw to panepistimio, 22 tou minos giortazw, 22 tou minos tha eiha epeteio. And I'll dance and drink and screw because there's nothing else to do. Mallon kapws etsi. Mias kai to anefera as anoixw ti byra pou ehw sto psygeio. Mporei na min exw tous palious, alla ehw tous kainourious. Kai me kanun na xehniemai pou kai pou. Na xehnaw genikws polla kai pollus. I'm off to pub.
Cheers.